Shiney.

So I've been seeing this guy, but lately he's been acting up. He's always slow to respond, sometimes he just falls asleep on me without saying anything. Is there something wrong? I think he just doesn't like it when I am away from him, so he makes a fuss. He's even sent me messages saying how if keep over doing it, he will shut down. I must not be giving him enough love and care, but I feel like he's just too high maintenance. He's always wanting to do new things and to have new memories, and even more accessories and gadgets to play with. Will he ever be happy? When will it be enough that I'm here?

I think he's finally caught on though. He knows that his buddy is nicer, is more attractive, and even more efficient. Maybe he's seen me eying him... But really, I think it's time to move on to bigger, better things. Maybe that's why he's been feeling down; jealousy could be a huge issue in relationships, but seriously, we just need to find a balance. And although he looks alright and feels alright, he's getting old and I'm not sure if he can keep up with me when I decide to try new things, if you know what i mean. I guess another thing is my sense of privacy when I'm with him. I think he's been reading my conversations and emails; and I even think he knows my passwords! I guess there are some trust issues there too...

But I've invested so much time and energy into this relationship, and we've spent so much time together. I've shared everything with him, and he knows so much about me that others don't. I've sacrificed so much, and I've worked so hard to make everything alright... I dont know if I can handle parting, but I keep thinking that in the long run, it will be for the best.

But if he's really reading my conversations and following me, he'll know by now that this was bound to happen.

I'm sorry MBP.